Dispatch To Death, is by Martha Miller, popular author
who has published two previous books with us. Read her cogent
remarks on the role of the lesbian writer in our interview with
her.
iNTERVIEW WTTH MARTHA MILLER
Author of the new release:
Dispatch To Death as well as earlier New
Victoria titles: Nine Nights On The Windy Tree
Skin To Skin: Erotic Lesbian Stories
How long have you been writing?
I have been making up stories for as
long as I can remember. I was a slow reader as a kid, but I
loved it, probably because my Grandma my ' (much like
Bertha Brannon's) taught me about the great things that were in
books. I am a voracious reader. But back to writing—when I was
in 7th grade I wrote my first novel. I used to carry the
chapters to school and work on them during math class. I always
considered myself a writer, though after high school a lot of
years passed before I wrote again. Even now it's easy to let a
lot of time pass without writing. Life gets filled up with so
much other junk.
What do you think motivates you to
write?
This probably sounds strange but
writing makes sense to me mathematically (maybe because I did so
much of it during math class). I love the way sentences fit
together. I love a well turned phrase. I get chills when I read
something with an epiphany. Writing takes some amount of
sacrifice. Sometimes it's hard for me to get started. But once I
turn the computer on and am sitting in front of it, the rest of
the world doesn't exist. I guess I want to fix life up too. Life
is this big messy thing with no structure. So when I write, I
put life in sentences and paragraphs-I twist around the
endings the way I think they should be, and I make some truth
with a capital ('T:' I feel a little like an articulate Goddess
(read creator).
Why is it important to you to tell
stories about lesbians?
Because not many other writers do. I
want to say the word lesbian so many times and get it in print
so many times that it is just another word like man or woman or
horse. Many publishers say that women buy more books than men,
yet gay men are getting more of their books published and with
larger print runs. Lesbian books should be there for young girls
who feel "different" and for young lesbians in love (why should
they have to read ~bout straight people fucking?—and for women
struggling with raising kids or keeping a job or fighting with
the world to be who they are.
Things are better now when I was
fifteen and wanted a book about me, but they are far from
perfect. And too many lesbians are writing books about cats. We
need to be writing books about our- selves.
What do think is the significance of
independent lesbian publishers?
Jesus, where would we be without them?
Thanks to independent presses like New Victoria and others w°rn.en
don't have to let main- stream America dictate what they read
and what they write.
Do think it is still important for
lesbians to see ourselves reflected in writing, or do you think
that we are now part of the mainstream and there isn't as much
need for our own writers, publishers or bookstores?
We need to see ourselves reflected in
writing the same way that other minorities do. Our books should
be in with mysteries AND in the les- bian section too. We have a
long way to go. Where is the lesbian "Giovanni’s Room?" Where is
the lesbian Toni Morrison? Some lesbians are in academia, but
not in the writing department. There we've been relegated to
"women's studies" and our work is somewhat devalued
because of it.
Why do you choose struggling
working-class protagonists?
Because that's really who I am underneath this education. My
father worked in a factory all his life. He had an eighth grade
education. We ironed blue uniform work shirts for him every
Monday night. My grandfather and uncles all worked in that
factory and they all died in their 40~ and 50s. I loved those
people. I remember when they were on strike and we ate bologna
every night and went to the union hall for doughnuts for
breakfast when the eggs we got from my Grand- pa's chicken house
ran out. My dad loved motorcycles and taught me to ride when I
was a kid. He, like Trudy's dad, rode summer and winter. Anyway,
there are too many books about academia and over educated
heroines. Not many people write about the 40 plus hour a week
people who have to consider the cost of everything that hap-
pens to them, and they are too darn busy to write about them-
selves--or as in my case they died too young. But I'll bet they
(working class dykes) are happy to find themselves in print now
and then.